quijanovalgerard:

This that feeling when you look at your Sidekick or Razr and get that text from bae while you listening to your MySpace songs. 

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Tracklist:

1. Lovely - Deep Side

2. Southside (feat. Ashanti) - Lloyd

3. Lie About Us - Avant

4. Stick With You - Pussycat Dolls

5. Slide Over ft. Miguel - Baby Bash

6. You Make Me Wanna - Usher

7. Don’t Leave Me Girl - Blackstreet

8. All I Have (feat. LL Cool J) - Jennifer Lopez

9. My Place feat. Jaheim - Nelly

10. Can We Talk - Tevin Cambell

11. I Wanna Be Down - Brandy

12. Karma (feat. Avant)- Lloyd Banks

13. Bring It All To Me (feat. ‘N Sync) - Blaque 

14. Simple Things - Usher

15. Your Body - Pretty Ricky

16. Body On Me (feat. Akon & Ashanti) - Nelly

17. Sunshine - Lil Flip

18. You Remind Me - Usher

19. My Kind Of Girl - Brian McKnight

20. Let Me Love You - Mario

21. Rock With You - Ashanti

22. Favorite Girl - Marques Houston

23. Cant Let You Go feat. Lil Mo  - Fabolous

24. Used To Be feat Fabolous - Ryan Leslie

25. Caught Up (Feat. Lloyd & Ashanti) - Ja Rule

26. That Girl - Marques Houston

27. For The Night - Musiq Soulchild

28. I Like The Way (The Kissing Game) - Hi-Five

29. Can We Chill - Ne-Yo

30. P.D.A. (We Just Don’t Care) - John Legend

31. Touch - Omarion

32. So What feat. Ciara - Field Mob

33. Nice and Slow - Usher

34. Come With Me - Sammie

35. How Could You - Mario

36. Suffocate - J. Holiday

37. Don’t Matter - Akon

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Delete her number.
Stop ringing her. Stop messaging her. Stop making excuses to see her, to drop by her place.

Erase her name from memory. Remove yourself from her life, more completely than you would like but as completely as she deserves. Move on, so that you can allow her to also move on. When you close your eyes, you don’t get to see her face. Not anymore. You don’t get to think about her lips, the warm glow of her skin when she rests next to you, or how she squeezes your hand in her sleep. You are not allowed to remember the smell of her perfume, that she only drinks mint tea (with two dollops of honey), or that she loves you.

She loves you.

She has been in love with you for too long.

So, forget how she says your name. Forget how she calls your name. Forget how she screams your name. Forget that time you got sick and she stayed up with you all night, letting you lay your head in her lap and holding a cold compress to your forehead. Forget how her hair feels in your fingers. Forget how she looks in your sweatshirts.

Forget her.

Know only that she existed at one point in your life, but relinquish all hope that she could exist at another point — sometime in the future that you are unwilling to specify because you don’t know what you want. Yet. It is not fair for you to swoop in and out of her life as you choose. It is not fair for you to say that you are satisfied with “things as they are” and you will have time to “figure it out” later. Let her stop investing emotionally in you. Let her pour that love and care into the people who deserve her.

Don’t tell her that you think about her all the time. Don’t tell her that it bothers you to hear about her with other people, but that you’re willing to understand as long as she likes you more than them. Don’t tell her that this isn’t the right moment but that there will be a right moment. There is not going to be a right moment. She shouldn’t have to wait for the right moment.

Don’t tell her that you can’t handle ultimatums, that you don’t like the idea of finally adding finality to your relationship — whatever still remains of it.

What you are telling her is that you want to keep her on as an option, that you are taking her for granted, that you want to know she will be there, that you can depend on her at the end of the day. When you find that no one else has stuck around or that those who have are less interesting, less thoughtful, or less doggedly loyal to you.

Doggedly loyal to you.

That is what she has been to you, for you almost as long as you have known her: a constant emotional crutch, the guarantee of stability, a safety net while you reachvout to grasp objects that sparkle and shine far greater than she does. All that glitters is not gold, haven’t you heard?

She is fire. You are ice, and you are afraid that her slow burn will smolder your cool, hard demeanor. That’s what has driven your decisions, your actions all along: fear. You are a coward. You are a hypocrite. You are terrified to let her go, but you are afraid she is too good for you, that she could drive you wild, that you would choke on her flames. That she is too much for you to handle right now.

Right now.

But if you choose not to love her now, you can’t choose to love her later.

(via shakethecobwebs)

Gonna keep reblogging till you get it. Because I know you’ll look here.

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derek-montes:

castnoanchors:

We went to the Ritz in search of a mystical greenhouse…it was locked, but we got even better views and the best of times with the best of friends.

Instagram: eddierios

I love this beach so much

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(via starstruckconfident)

In the end
these things matter most:
How well did you love?
How fully did you live?
How deeply did you let go?

Gautama Buddha (via kushandwizdom)

ttnpt:

Street views of Europe pt 1
Paris, Annecy, Lyon, Rome, Verona, Venice, Burano, Vienna, Budapest

(via hisnameisaustin)

The reason why most relationships don’t last long is that because most couples are just lovers but they’re not friends. That the relationship they got engaged in was based only on physical attraction, lust if you want to be brutal. It’s like they rushed into a relationship with only their physical admiration for each other not knowing everything that makes a relationship going. So when the physical attraction wore off, nothing hold them back together and the tendency is for them to break up. So just like everyone else is saying, it is better if a couple was not just lovers, but friends as well. So while looking for that someone you wanna give your heart with, you’ll not just going to find a girlfriend/boyfriend in their being, you’re also looking for a bestfriend. It’s not just about hitting two birds in one stone, it’s your heart and your happiness that’s at stake here. 

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The world is beautiful.

I’m ready to explore and go on adventures to wherever life may lead me to.

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